【Nana的日记】18年6月16日(5/5)

    Nana'sDiary:June16,18

    Returningtomyrentalroom,Idroppedtheclothes,underwearandtightsinthelaundryaforawhile……Aftergettingup,nothingIwannado,simplyeatthemeal,aarttowrite.

    Onlyonelightgraylatieswasleftonmybody,stilltoradiatethelustfulnesssexyoflastnight.

    Nowthereisnolackexceptaman,andthereisnolackbutadick.Lastnight,Istillhaveitall.

    ThesedaysareverybandIdon’tknowwhatI’mtryingtodo.AfterI’mawake,Istarttorecallmypastandmyfuture.

    Past,allmist.

    Future,sometimesIsiderplaningtostudyabroadaftergraduation,andtiodothesameforeveryoneasahappysugarbaby,thensugarlady,thensugarmilfinanewenvirowhichthereisnopersonthatknowme.

    YesterdayIwasnotocooflay,butmybodyisverybusy,nomorehandshitthekeyboardThetimeformakinglovedoesnotallowmetoleaveforwriting.

    IwentoutierdayeveningandthenIcamebaoontoday.

    WhenIamonmywayofgback,smokingoreeterwheredidn'tbotherpeople.Ifoundthereisamanpassingbymeandlookingatme.Whyyouhavethecelookingatme,butnetoae.

    Afewdaysago,Ifoundthatmyathadbeenaddedabankerwardsmyliwokeup.HecalledmeforingoutandsayingthatIwouldbemoldyifIstillstayandhidemyselfinmysmallroom.

    IcameoutandstillsawhimontheerofthestreetandIgotintohiscar.Theairditionermakemefeelingabitcold.

    "How'sgoing?"

    "Justsoso."

    "Whyhaveyouhideyourselfintheroom?"

    "I'mwriting."

    "Whatweirdpapers?ohandinwhenerstartordidnotfinishtheworkoflastschoolyear?"

    "No,I'mwritingnovel."

    "Writenovel?Lovestory?"

    "iovels."

    "Wow,erotiovels,yettingmoreandmoredifferent.yougivemetoread?"

    "Youwillreadittoday."

    "Willyouwritemein?"

    "Notnecessarily."

    Hesmiledatmeanddrovemefordinner.

    Heis30yearsolderthahepasserbymightthinkthatheismyunydaddy.Actually,heisoneofmySugardaddy.

    Hehadknownmeforalongtime.whenIwasaHighschoolstudenthehadfouhattime,theairportrapidtransithadnotbeenstructed.Goingtotaketheplaneisabitdifficult.

    Maybeyouwillaskmewhyyouarewithsuolderman?PersonallyIlikeamatureman,

    It'sjustthathe'sabittoomature,butIfeelgoodandhegivesmethesenseofdependabilityandsecuritywhatIwant.

    Idon’twanttosaytoomuchabouthowIknowhimbecausetherearemanyplexaspevolvedandit’sotell.Inshort,hefouillnow,heuandmewellandknowsthatpenedonme

    everythingintheseyears.

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